I felt a bit bad these days,because my tooth always ran blood while I was cleaning them.Mum went to see the doctor and ordered me to buy some medicine.I was very like to be ill in the childhood.Under this condition,mum would do nothing but take care of me all the time.
However,actually,I hate to be taken care of.I thought I was strong and skillful enough to look after myself very well.And to live my campus life gave me the chance to be independent.
Now I just realise it is nothing with independence.What was the problem?I don't know.I just know I felt a bit ill in these days and I need a rest.I know I need to see someone to acknowledge what the problem with my body and my mind.While I can't meet him or her,I can just went to buy the medicine mum had told me.I know I didn't gain a serious illness and these medicine are just some kind of nutriments.But I'd like to regard myself as a patient.I need some care so I buy the medicine and eat them up.I need someone who cares for me,so I regarded myself to be the one who would take care of me.
During the May Day Holiday,I have paied so much time on the Internet.I also got a lot of pains in my eyes.I picked out the eyedrops and use some.After a short rest,I opened my clear eyes.Yes,good eyesight and conforts came back.And plenty of happiness filled in my heart.I can see after myself,even can I save myself,and my life.
2008/05/03
The medicine
2008/05/02
Start from here
Let's start from here, lose the past
change our minds, we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance not think too deep
of all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
I don't care where we go
Let's start from here
一切都总有新的开始。盛夏到了,进入了繁盛时期。燥热的天气里,平静才最难能可贵。
吃着黏在一起的饺子,放了从家里带的醋,看着未看完的《重庆森林》,什么也没有想。夏天的热气滚滚而来,而活力也是四处绽放。吃了VC和知柏地黄丸,虽然是调理的东西,我却也真的把自己当是一个病人、把药也当作救命的灵丹。大家似乎都回归了,在走完了一段纠结又焦躁的路途之后,回归了自己的心灵。5月,充满生机的日子,月里头一天的星空就很美,旧体的草坪上,仍是我们曾经坐过的球门边。平缓的语气似乎已经揭开了我们下一阶段的大幕。走了一圈,我们似乎又走到了起点,生命之妙就在于它经常给你“物是人非,人面桃花”的感觉,然后再告诉你,你和曾经不同了。
梦想,或许才是在你迷失于阴影中时能抓住的救命稻草吧。
Let's start from here...
2008/05/01
Let's start from here
放下了张悬干练的声音,饱尝了Chet Lam温柔又活泼的小调后,Joanna Wong王若琳慵懒的声音又出现了。
Joanna有着像Tanya一样的醇厚嗓音和唱腔,没有Tanya的冷静,只有感性的小小温暖,仿佛是午后的阳光,让人懒懒的却又不想睡去。
那个沉醉在Joanna声音里的孩子始终不想醒来,却也不想睡去,只愿意沉浸在自己暖暖的小世界里,就如冬日里躺在暖暖的被窝里不想出来一样。张悬和Tanya的理性声音始终无法侵入,或许需要的只是这半梦半醒的朦胧。
Then,dear,Let’s start from here…

